Vantaul

Okay so...

I took down The Luck Manager

Don't hate me please. I could give all the usual excuses one would expect but in the end it all comes down to the fact that I can't make anymore pages.

I will probably maybe, kinda, not, but then again I might put it back up again,  I tried to save the pages after taking them down, but I did a slight booboo, and well... uh, just 1 page is lost to us forever.

I was using my old computer at the time when I made The Luck manager, back when windows 7 was still the life of the party. But something happened to that computer and the only thing I could salvage out of it was the hard drive, that's the only place where that 1 page could be. The unfortunate part is that I AM SO FUCKING CLUMSY. I dropped that hard drive and it lost a piece of itself some where and it could not be found. so, in general, the hard drive is broken. So like I said, that 1 page is lost to us forever.

I make no promises of when I will put TLM back up. I can tell you however that I will try to rewrite it. I liked the flow of it before but slowly it went off topic because I never wrote down the script for it, so in general while making the pages I had to remember what happened next, but when I couldn't I kinda winged it.
Sigh. Well anyway, I'm not really in a position to work on it nor any other things. Sometimes I wish I could hire someone to do it for me.

As for Heavens Selection, I'll keep it there for now. Idk what I'm going to do with it next.

Merry Christmas?

Happy new years?

Ahhh I mean to say that ages ago but...

Idk... I've been elsewhere is all I can say.... My bad.

I went to ikki con after christmas, it was great, pretty much the only thing I was focusing on all year. More or less. Now that that's out of the way I have to focus on college.. :3

I had my ups and downs during The conventions but it went pretty well, I have to thank my friends for being there, but gawd effing d*mit My wallet is running dry. I paid for a freaking hotel room I didn't even stay at. So unfair. I paid the highest sum, and I feel totally taken advantaged of because I almost generally paid for everything. Psha man I'm not doing that again. I didn't even spend alot of time with them... I blame myself for my abnormal sleeping habits.

But all in all I was somewhat barely fulfilled. I saw Greg Ayers and Lisa Ortiz but didn't have the balls to get there autographs D: It'd be really great if they got Liam O' Brian to come tho! I'd love to meet him. XD

I got some cool stuff but I'm not spending anything anymore! Oh wait, come to think of it I only got ONE FREAKING MELON BREAD WHEN I GOT THERE..... I bought 2 but I gave one to my friend. In fact... Thinking about it more.... I spent the majority of my time by myself.... Shit.... This was actually the worst convention I've ever been to.... No, the convention wasn't bad, it was my circumstances! Auuugh I feel cheated. Sigh.... I'll be more careful this time. I have to thank Allie for being with me at my time of need and grief, and her brothers.

Well it's not like I didn't get what I wanted. Well... There was this samurai sword.... Gahh well anyway I think the time I spent that was actually fun was when I went out to eat.... and that was outside the convention.... Dang... I never knew that the convention was so boring.... I feel guilty. I guess I liked... Uh.... Well... The dealers room.... and my art request... Damn... it would have been fun if I didn't waste my time sleeping thru the day.... Haaahhhh.... I want tp recommend my idea to the People of Ikkicon... I just don't know where to look.

You know what I don't even know what this entry was about now... All I am doing is complaining and trying to be positive over negative things...

Gahhh, I can't wait fr ikkicon!

I can't believe it's already been a year since I last went but gosh dangit~! XD
I'm still sooo impatient right now.... I have no costume for cosplay unfortunately.... I was thinking of making my kigurumi outfit, but I'm not sure.... I want to make it but it's not an official style I wanted.... And where the heck am I going to find cloth that I can see through??

Gahh Oh well... I have a while before ikkicon starts but I don't have a costume for all the three days... Next year, I am soooooo Gonna get early reservations for the hotel, dang that place is packed!

Who else should I be?? I thought about maybe Tifa from ffx7 but my friend said my boobs aren't big enough... (true dat)
But I can't think of a character that I want to be who hair color is in my category... White green and even blue.... Ahhh, why do I have to go and make things so freaking complicated...

So! While I'm figuring that out, I'm trying to put up a comic called KiguRumble. Not the Kigu Club, But I am posting it there. I'm trying to make it all Drama/Comedy in a sense. where's its seemingly sad at one point but then it's funny in the end. The hard part is trying make it all fit into a category of E for everyone or at least 13 and up. Another thing that I always had problems with when it comes to  making a comic.... Okay not thing, but THING(S), is that I suck at drawing backgrounds, don't finish any of my comics (The Luck Manager, and Heavens Selection), Procrastinate... Annnd... Uh.... I would probably just end up dropping everything. I mean, seriously, how many times am I going to drop and then pick up Heavens Selection?

Well The KiguRumble is still in progress because I still need to design characters that could fit o the story, along with interviewing so I can have some extra insight on what the world of KiguRumble would be like. But, The girl is so caught up in otherthings that she doesn't have time. does she remember that she even atleast have 3 to 5 things up? Like her Comic Straughten, the Kigu Club, her donation, and the doll thingy... Seriously Chazzy, I want to help you so bad sometimes.

HMMMM.

I wonder, if I could even... Gah, oh well.

Anyways, Lately I have an obsession of Nightcrawler Kurt Wagner from the X-en, As you can see. Something about heroes, man, I swear.  I went to look up who was his voice actor in Wolverine and the X-men Because I just KNEW it was the guy who voiced Gaara. and I was sooo RIGHT! Liam O'Brian, I think your voice is sexy!
Okay, at first, in truth, I wasn't looking for NightCrawler's voice actor, I was looking for Warren/Angel's voice actor, it just so happens that it was Liam O'Brian who was voicing the same two guys. And they're both my favorite characters~ Well... Mostly Kurt. I wasn't think much of Warren, especially not after he turned into Archangel. But dang I feel sorry for him.

Ahhh~ the obsession is so strong that I am willing to color him! That's just AMAZING. I mean, Come on, the majority of the time when you would go looki in  my gallery, it's all BLACK and WHITE man. Now, One day, I will eventually put in Background. Until then, you're pushin' it if your askin' for it bub.

Let's see.... My mom got mad at my baby bro for "not" drinking his milk and accused him of lying. In actually he actually did drink his milk but he drank it out of the milk carton. But He couldn't tell her that beacause in the end she would still be pissed.
Later on the day she told me it was budda day and it's vegetarian day because it was budda day... apparantly budda day is ever 1st and 15th day of every month. It's the 17th I just realized. she told me this after I was making boiled eggs.... Huh, I guess she was trying to poorly convince me to not eat boiled eggs. and then she totld me that eggs will give me high cholestorol.

I believe that is true, but that's only when you EAT THE FUCKING YOLK.

I swear, I'm beggining to not trust my relatives at all. Actually, I don't trust them what so ever. I work at a nail salon with relatives and I liked to eat boiled eggs for a quick take and go, and then my cousin and aunt told me not to eat it like it was poison and then they told my mom what I eat at work and blah blah blah....

Right, my relatives will tell my mom everything. Fucking nosy.

Yeah, Mabe today I just wont eat. Or I wont eat in front of them at all.

Maybe my mom is more stressed than I am but I'd like to think that's her fault. Today she thought I was disrespecting her, and you maybe I think I was, but who knows. while she was explaining the budda thing my response was ummm hmm the entire time. probably because she told me a ridiculous sorry ass excuse to make me not eat eggs, and she said that that was a sign telling her that I think she's a piece of shit, I wasn't thinking it but I certainly would consider the thought, but at the time I was only thinking, she's an idiot. I told her that that was something she decided herself.

And she mistook it thinking "what?! you think I decided budda day myself?!" And then I though she was more of an idiot. when I really meant what she thinks that what I'm thinking of her is something she decided herself. in the end I trying to say, she is wrong. But the stubborn person that she is the molded me like that as well, she will never admit she is wrong.

Parents. Yeesh.

She's not the brightest one on the block I'll tell you that much.